It's been rather fun these days. Results are decent, can play and slack around, and eat and laze and be a sloth...Yes, and of course, go out with friends to lan and watch movies.
But sometimes, while having fun and the time of your life, everything seems trivial and pointless. I'm not sure la, but I feel that life is very sian...a kind of routine of sorts. Maybe it's just me and the way I look at it, but well, fact still remains that everything is getting very insignificant.
Read up on this guy called John Titor few days ago. Very interesting guy, he claims to be a time travellor from the year 2036, and also predicts that there would be a nuclear war by 2015. We'll just all wait and see. But it'll be good to see him come back and visit us again (or maybe he's just a haox). But do read up about him (=
Hmm, I do think all the going out all of a sudden has made me like that. Tired! I need some rest and slow down my life a lot, then I'll probably notice things I've never seen before, like the faces on the MRT train and the shoes people wear.
Anyway, I still do enjoy myself more than before CTs (I'm sure everybody is), but sadly, everything's gonna get more and more intense towards the hols. I think I'll CONFIRM be fully unavailable for at least 2/3 of the hols. Maybe that's what's making me seem so uptight.
Besides that, I've been hearing a lot about people wishing to die because they want to see less, so maybe life would be happier and more meaningful to them during their stay on earth. And those many many soap operas on TV everybody likes are not doing any good too. Add that to what's happening around the world, and Singapore in the future (i.e us going into society), and there you have it, a mind struggling to keep happy and healthy in the myriad of depressing things. Haha, thank God for keeping me rather steady for most of them time, and to everyone else too.
We should all go out more and be happy together lol (= Movie on monday please...I can't go bowling anymore got some last-minute prac in the aftrnoon. sian ar...
These days
Post-CT
Monday's interclass soccer was not bad (=
Played better than expected, and even had a chance to get through if opp hadn't scored in the last few seconds. Well, good job to everyone, and hopefully P,T, or R will win (yes, and btw I'm still injured...)
I'm not sure how to begin...
Ok nvm, here goes. I do think the school is rather messed up and...inflexible? Well, the post CT activities (like today), are quite pointless (for many people). We sit and "listen" to talks for the whole day, and we learn nothing much, honestly. So why not do something more productive like giving us a day off like other schools?
Hmph, I think I'll just stop here for now. If I go on then I'll risk receiving all the crap from wadeva, saying that It's not true blah blah. Fact is, they think it is all not true, or believe it to be so... when it very well is. I'm not sure whether the problem lies with them or us or Singapore, but it is a deep-rooted problem, sometimes I'm not even sure what it is.
Anyway, tmr we're getting back our papers. Good luck to everyone (=
Yay
We've all been through the CTs,
And now it's time to play! (=
Went to vivo on fri to watch movie with friends.
Marina Square (I think it's this one, the one besides the Esplanade) on Sat with my family.
Lan @ douby ghout (dunno how to spell) on sun with church friends.
Inter-class soccer on mon. Then aftr that go Kartik's house for slpover (play soccer + more soccer on xbox later on).
Yes, it's been very very tiring but fulfilling and enjoyable. Enjoy while we all still can
Soon-to-be
5 papers down, 3 more to go! And I'm blogging...
Well, the CTs have been rather OKAY so far, not too good, neither is it that bad, just average. Life used to be rather boring, it still is. But I will be treasuring the week after CTs, where there isn't any CCA at all. After that it's hardcore practice with wadeva crap...
So well, what am I supposed to blog about. Hmph...let's talk about nothing. See, I have this emptiness in my mind, void of any kind of enjoyable thoughts (as I deem it to be), and it is rather frustrating. Right now, physics equations, chinese idioms, memorized phrases, and what not are clogging up my mind, pushing out all the happy thoughts I used to have. The prospect of what is gonna come after CTs are quickening the process too, sadly.
Maybe it's called stress, or depression, or just a deteriorating me. I'll see what I can do about it though. In the mean time, it's a lovely hazy afternoon to stay home and mug. So well, good luck everyone (=
Nuuu
13 more days to the end of CTs. Haha...anyway, things we need to study (just for reference):
English
Argumentative Essay.
Timeframe: Post 9/11 - current.
Social/Global issue.
Maths
Chapters 6 - 9.
Chinese
3A: 15, 16.
3B: 20 - 25.
Shen lun ti: 23 - 25.
Yan yu: 111 - 139.
Guan Yong yu: 161 - 180.
Zao Ju.
Physics
Kinematics.
Scalars & Vectors.
Dynamics I (Forces).
Dynamics II (Moments).
Work, energy & power.
Chemistry
Formulas & equations.
Mole Concept & Volumetric Analysis.
Acis & bases.
Redox reactions.
Social Studies
Multi-culturalism.
Conflicts (N. Ireland).
History
History of medicine.
Industrialisation.
MEP
Program notes.
Practice!!
(Heck care RE & Philo.)
Yep, now that I know what to study for I shall sleep. haha (=
Hopefully revision will turn out be to useful.
Gd luck to everyone (including myself!).
Gdnite!
=((
1 week and 4 more days to CT, which starts on friday the 13th coincidentally.
The good news: Freedom (after CTs) are coming soon! That means going out more (finally....), and playing more!
The bad news: All these privileges that come after CTs have to be cancelled out due to other commitments, and yes, they are important ones (sigh...).
Anyway, school was very tiring today. First lesson PE...floorball again. Then eng debates, then chinese. After chinese my whole body felt like shutting down (owing to the fact that I slept rly late last nite, and also due to the lessons and activities today). Yes that's true, I even stoned at the dining hall while eating. Didn't even have the motivation to talk or laugh (!!!).
Worse still, we had double chem aftr recess. zzzzz... Needless to say, almost everyone was either sleeping or talking and wadeva. 2 hours of chem can kill, seriously. That's not all, chem tchr told us about half the class failed the A&B test (of which i barely passed, LUCKILY). And he was like, is it something wrong with me or you guys. I thought he almost broke down there; hmph, or maybe I was just seeing things. But well, I need to go for some Chem remedial man. If not my Chem grades will just go down the drain (maybe like a 0.8 or 1.2 drop of my GPA from last term).
Yes, I didn't even feel like going for lunch. Just lazed around trying to keep my mind focused (which I failed to do). Haiz, gotta admit this has been 1 of my most depressing and tiring days in school. So well, physics test after lunch -.- Things just keep getting worse. Well, threw away rly easy marks, which means I will only get 70% damnit. I couldn't concentrate at all...
So, after that, went home. And guess what, chinese tution teacher was already waiting for me. Now that CTs are comin closer, I've got more chin. tution. Wonderful. So yeah, as expected, I just stoned, and passed in and out of sleep. Haha. I tried my best to stay awake! I'm still trying to, with some work I gotta complete tonight.
Hmph, a good way to explain all this: I'm falling sick. I should think so (= That means early nights for a few days. I cannnot fall ill during Pre-CT period! Hopefully God will be on my side haha.
Yikes. Aside from academic stuff there's so much more to worry about =( . Doesn't life suck.