back to reality. now, lets list what deadlines and tests there are. chem practical, maths test, MEP performance, Physics test. English project, Maths project, CHINESE PROJECT, RE Final Report (lol we drag 4 a long, long time), Organizing Interhouse Infocomm Challenge (qns, logistics etc.). Competition dateline 4 infocomm club (3D animation =D), social studies performance task. Sigh, these many things in a matter of....6 days? no wonder i've been sighing a lot nowadays. even right now i already know that most of my nov/dec holidays are gone. haiz, i dun want to talk about school anymore. its a really sad life. not just sad, no life at all. wad happened to a happy childhood? one of bliss and ignorance, where we would open up to the world at an ever so gradual pace. let nature take its course! and dont impose or force it, or be faced with its wrath. somehow, someday, one will finally realise that packin kids with multitudes of sch work is not the true way of learning, nor does it encompass the true meaning of education. haiz, gtg study for maths test now.
30th July 2006
today, while walkin to cell, i was rly thinkin...so where's life goin? where's truth in life? somehow, i was rly confused, or rather, just lost. is truth is justified true belief, or just but a fraction of our imagination, slanted through experiences and our senses? is it something relative...or something universally accepted. somehow, i did now know where to find it. lord, shed light. wad does life on earth mean, wads our purpose..or is there non at all? unswered questions, like a fly in your face, stubborn and frustrating. somehow, someday, maybe, i'll think about this again.
yet, find solace in friends and accomplices, those who run the race with you, and keep you going till the end, of the world, end of life, the beginning of something renewed. my alpha and omega? or just smth tt makes you emotionally fulfilling. that kind of satisfaction you get from friends, smth unrealistic though. ahh, anyway, had bkfast with cell, b4 headin to jem's house 4 fellowship n fun =D. haha, so yeh, after tt headed back 2 church to meet my family. arghx, left my hp in the car. how careless! so, we went to isetan to eat pepper lunch. it was rly cool n nice, though a bit ex. after tt went to borders to read while my mum n sis went shopping. yay. finally went home, to do more work....and tok a bit on MSN. aiyoh, gtg study for chem test tmr. sigh......
29th July 2006
Ok i'll try to make the words bigger n more readable. so...today was....hmph, sad. Felt rly bored once i woke up. sigh...anyway, did work in the morning. BORING! + a bit of dota, still boring cuz no friends were playin w me. all in game or offline. haiz. had a rather decent lunch, b4 watching TV. haha, somehow i'm still addicted to shows like batman n justice league n all those kind of action packed shows. cuz de animations are rly cool! haha, so after tt went back to work...bleh, as our classmates said, teachers usually ask, "hows your weekend?", when they very well know what we were doing. omg....how ironic. During the afternoon, jana smsed me. she said she saw jon lim @ the trinity competition! so cool. so she helped me snap some pics of his tux with a purple colour on the inside =D. her sis was also in the comp, and got into the finals. sadly, she din win anything cuz some nafa gal got the 1st prize. judges were prolly forced to award a prize to nafa students, so tt nafa can have some face (this gal was the only nafa student to win). but no one else thought she shouldve won the 1st prize. but...jon lim got 2nd!! congrats for a gd job, yay. so after that, went back to do more work, and had more dota xD. dinner wad near our house @ a jap restaurant, n i had a full meal! been a long time since i ate so much. at least this will help me put on some weight....hopefully. back home again after dinner. so sad, din tok on MSN, but had a game of dota with friends! sian....somehow dota is becomin more n more borin. maybe i'll try guild wars (inexpensive comepared to WoW) some other time when i'm rly bored. hmm..feelin akl;atjartjka;lf now, dunno wad to do. sooner or later my brain's gonna burst from work overload. hah, but i'll enjoy myself as much as i can till tt happens. rite now i'll just go to bed n hve a gd early rest. bb =D
28th July 2006
heyy, today was another slack day. dis wk has been the most slack in the whole year! yay...hopefully this continues, with nxt wk the last wk of sch b4 DMP =D 1st period: maths. We finished up on log/ln, which was a lot easier than term 1 & 2 work! haha so happi tt at least mths will nt be so tough now. after tt we had chinese. again our chinese teacher was doin de chinese oral thingy, so we went out of class to do some work. just 1 worksheet for 1 hour! haha, somemore we sat outside. so yeah, toktoktoktoktok a lot, then spent 15 min actually doing the worksheet. time seemed to pass so fast, and soon it was alreadi recess. I grabbed a pancake n a spring roll b4 headin back 2 class to laze arnd. whee, how nice, a recess where i can finally let my hair down! (lol but my hair on my head's still spiky! bleh randomness). so after recess it was engligh. and again persuasive speeches, which were interesting to listen to too! haha but somehow our cls prefect seems bit more emo, nt de usual kinda passionate n full of feelings tt kinda guy we knew. sigh, certainly is sch tts killin his personality, brainwashing all of us. sadly, nuthin can be done. tts de kind of life we go thru in sch..anyway, after eng, we had CLE, where we watched kingdom of hearts. it was a nice show, n we were supposed to learn bout intergrity, thru de main char. of that section, where he never went back on wad he wanted to do. so yeeha, after movie, class dismissed! went to KFC @ J8 4 lunch after tt + ate jap. food. craziness. after tt had to rush back to sch to invigilate interhouse infocomm challenge. haha it was rather screwed up cuz a bit disorganised. so i helped out a bit n soon could finally straighten things out. durin de challenge, sherm n her friend were finally dismissed. lol, so late! haha, but dey were comin for dramafeste, an interhouse drama competition and performance. so waited for em to come b4 leadin em to LT1 4 the show. haha, so sad sherm was forced to go + pay for her friend. xD so after tt rushed back to com lab. den went on to do a lotta crap..smsing, playing arnd wit photoshop n stuff. finally, after all the participants finished, went back home. so yeah now i hve 2 go 4 dinner. will b stayin up late tonite to play n tok! cya soon.
26th July 2006
yay, couldnt believe today was another slack day. got 2 free periods, cuz dang wasnt here n i dun hve lit class. 1st period: physics. physics is cool, cuz we gotta funky teacher tt actually teaches! at least we get 2 learn more now. so we had a rather slack 1st period in the lab, to prove abt newtown's laws (f = ma). then we had a free period. yeah, wasted it by lazin around n tokin crap. after tt we had chinese! today we had some funny oral thingy, n our grp had to discuss abt de campus superstar n some issues abt it. Well, it was rather okay, n our chinese teacher said all got at least 70%. whee! after tt it was recess, n we slacked arnd again in class. haiz...been so tired, couldnt resist falling aslp. so after recess was a free period. went to library to slp, again. din know wad happen, but after almost a whole hr of restin it was math. got back our CCT today, n i finally did well! 1st time i had done so well in a CCT! tts goes to show tt burnin midnite oil has its gd points xD. then we went on to do a bit of log probs. it was nt so taxin, n somemore we were given some free time to rest! so yeah, we were rly happi. went J8 for lunch, n had macs. bah, today's twister fries sucked, but well, a gd meal after a gd day of sch (1 more period to go). we went back slightly late for class, but lo n behold, our philo teacher dame later! haha, either way, its philo, so yeah...if u know wad i mean. we went on 2 learn abt emotions, n accordin to our philo teacher, it was a rather weak lesson n actually wanted it to be scrapped. so we did a lil of tt, n a rather simple wksht, b4 discussin on other stuff. yay! so lil work. haha our philo tecacher also roxx! i was like drinkin a bottle of coke in class rite in frnt of his nose n he doesnt care. well yar, we all shld be let to drink these kinda of drinks in class, cuz it wont dirty de place! who would be silly enuff to spill it. yah, but de school says no, and " de sch is credible", as a famous saying goes. so after tt had cca, which was quite screwed up cuz we had dis atonal song n it sounded weird with all tt clashin notes tt din clash properly, so it sounded like, noise. blehx, wouldve preferred a better song, with more consonance. so had prac until bout 7, b4 gng home. ahhh, at least no short term datelines, i'll hve a gd nite today =D
25th July 2006
25th JULY 2006 (SORRY THE DATES ARE WRONG, AM EDITING NOW)
today was a surprising day. i rly tired after dis early mornin's muggin (1.30am). haha, so as i went to sch more sleep then i normally was. luckily today dun have heavy loaded periods. had chem in 1st period. n it was rather slack. we were practising titration again, but with a new twist, accordin to our teacher. yeah but it was still slack =D. then we had our maths CCT. our teacher went through with us some concepts and qns b4 the CCT, and finally we started. there were only 4 qns, and i was rather surprised that it was do-able! i wasnt gng to fail again, or gng to have a bordaline pass, as with the other CCTs. whee, a boost for me. den rite after tt, we had an interesting eng lesson. ppl were giving persuasive speeches for the lesson (prepared speech), n they were all de good speakers. it was rly interesting n funny. then rite after tt, our monitor celebrated my and my classmate's bday! was rly startled. heh, he still rmbrs our bdays. so nice =D. had chocolate cake (shared by the whole class) which was rather nice. recess now, n i went to de snack machine to eat. haha, about half of our class spammed the place. then after tt was free period! we slacked arnd and played. and lastly hist lesson. slack again! whoa, today was good man...
so after tt i had a nice lunch of chicken rice b4 gng to make IC. lucky today no crowd so it was smooth sailing w/o jam. after tt went home to rest a bit b4 gng for piano, then chinese tution. sian...was so tired i almost fell asleep. but yeah, after tt, haiz, work lor...but i chatted quite a bit w/ ppl (dun tell u who) xD. so yeah i'll be going now.
24th July 2006
24th July 2006
today is finally my bday, n im 15! yahoo, a year older n closer to 16. lol. either way, it was a rly boring day. but wait! during lesson i on my hp and i received a msg! whoa. tts quite uncommon. n it was sherm wishing me happy bday =D whee. thnx a lot! haha then i tried to reply back, behind my back, when teacher was teaching. was scary cuz he's quite a fierce teacher. either way, it was funny, n i din make a lot of mistakes. yay. anyway, had school until afternoon b4 choir practice all the way until 7+. i got home @ 8+, n went to bathe, eat dinner, chat on MSN, and then...mug for tmr's Maths CCT! argh. well, i mugged a lot, in anticipation of a super tough paper. i mugged all the way until 1.30am. yeah, had to do so cuz i had been missing lessons and homework time due to MEP orch prac. & other stuff. n i dun usually have much time for anything. sigh. so had to force myself to cram everything in 1 nite. haha but i wasted quite a lot of time chattin to ppl =D, at least a break in btw all the studying. too tired...
23rd July 2006
23rd July (pls follow this date)
today, is 1 day b4 my bday. and for once, my mum n sis said i looked nice in my clothes! yay, im havin more dress sense nowadays. so in de mornin, i went to church, for cell. it was supposed to be @ tanglin mall macs, but i went to tiong bahru!! had to take a train + bus all de way to tanglin, and so unlucky; i just missed the train and buses to tanglin mall. arggh. but at least i got there in time. well, we had a rather interesting lesson today abt provin our faith n we discussed various misconceptions of our faith. yepp. then i went for a good lunch with my family @ oub plaza (one chinese restraurant rite @ de top of the building. been there b4, long long ago. de food was rly good, and i had a sumptious meal =D. so after tt, i went out with my dad to sim lim square to buy com parts, as he had promised for my bday. got rather cheap n basic stuff tt works well, at least better than de current ones i had. so we shopped around, got the stuff, and headed home. i did some homework n revision for most of the afternoon after tt, and played dota and chatted on MSN for the nite. my sis also gave me a cool soccer ball clock, tt had this see through screen that told the time and date. thnx for all the prezzies and well wishes!
22nd July2006
22nd July 2006 (follow this date)
today is the big day. but b4 tt i'd like to write bout my bday gifts received from my family ytd nite after my post =D. My mum gave me a cool adidas sports bad with socks n stuff inside. My sis gave me a nice-lookin shirt, and my dad bought me com parts! yay, from now on no more crashes due to hardware failures! rly satisfied w my gifts. yay!
now back to today. i work up, did some work n played a bit of dota in the morning. had a bath n dressed myself up by 11.45am, and off i went for lunch with my mum n sis by 12pm. we had lunch @ raffles place food court. was okay lar...not spectacular. then went to VCH @ 1.30pm. we watched a bit of the performance n then went to have orch. prac. it was rather okay, n after a while we were free to slack arnd and wait until the 1st concert, which was @ 3pm. this matinee concert was for lil' kids (pri sch.), so tt they may be interested to join MEP in sec sch. but my personal opinion is GO FOR IT. no harm to do something u enjoy. serious, its quite fun. so well, we slcked around, and de RI guys went to play bridge yay. while waiting i played 5 stones with charles on yuze's HP n i won! aha, charles couldnt believe it, but well, hey, dun underestimate me. wad was funny was alex acting dao and super AP. he din wan to give up his position when he lost in bridge (loser pair out). so, he just sat there n said he wan to play. den we suan him a lot lar, cuz we wanted to play too, he dun wan take turns! haha, then see his face funny sia. 1st time for alex! usually he's just mugger-happy tt kind, nvr seen him lidat b4, but we all friends la, we know this just for fun only.
we were makin a lot of noise, n ppl kept telling us to keep quiet. so we shifted to the boys changing room, and make even more noise. everytime zenn entered the room thomas ang would say "this room not all boys liao", then zenn would whack him and scream. LOL then i scream back, then he scream and ben wee was screamin 2, n thomas ang swear like siao. then we make a lot of noise. whoa, luckily nt many ppl heard us frm downstairs (i hope), but we chased everyone out of the room. haha. sry 2 all those we disturbed =(. anyway, we cont to play n talk crap until the interval, then we got rdy. sadly, dey only performin 2nd and 3rd movement of yellow river, so most of the perc. section was stoning. ahh but moldau was quite good. but hte audienced SUCKED! they keep clapping in btw pieces/movements, n when the concert was over they were like "yay its over!". Bleh, but nvm their lil' kids only. forgive them ba. haha. mr. lim was also actin kiddy cuz he was explainin to them abt de moldau song n it story blahblah.
after that we went out for dinner with some sngs gals n their teacher. haha, it was super funny cuz we were in a big group, n we joined all the tables to form 1 big table so we could all sit together. then we talked a lot of crap (we had dinner @ marina food loft), while eating. well, most of us ate claypot, n thomas ang din finish cuz he tok too much! Lol, anyway, we had a great time tokin crap n havin fun. oh yeah, surprise, surprise. one dun usually hear gals swear de "f" word, but OMG, @ the claypot stall, thomas was like suaning de gals cuz me n him sort of cut queue (haix feeling guilty), then he ask em swear n one of em said "F". den we were like !!!! haha anyway we talked bout MEP camp yeah, n stuff. quite interesting. then we went back, n everyone was screwin around, as expected. leonard was spammin his horn all over, makin a lot of noise, n he woke pepitus frm his slp! haha. he went and blew loudly into his ear, n pepitus woke up with a shock. but i dunno wad happen after that. yeah, either way, we went up to pack up, and rest for a short while, den we went down (me and Thomas), n tok w ppl + play bridge. btw kevin looks super cute in his EZ link card lol! u shld go see. soo, after bridge, we went to tok arnd w/ some sn gals. yeah, n we collected emails so we wont forget each other. we, again n as expected, talked quite a lot of crap, n sherm said i was crazy/geeky/high wadeva else. ah but hey, she was gettin high too. haha. prolly under thomas n my influence. cuz our class in sch is yeah, quite crazy most of e time, n i'm one of de least high person in my class, maybe one of de most retarded n random person. but hey, i'll be fun if u hang out w thomas n me. n yeah, we all had a gd time talking.
AHHH! evening concert, where all de impt ppl n adults would be observing our performance. can obviously see de nerves, cuz pianists played a few wrong notes (although not so obvious), n we all made lil mistakes. de di zi was de most screwd up! he played wrong notes + lagged n din play @ some points of time, when he's de melody. ouch! n moldau was a screw up @ de beginning! oh man... the harp started too early (i think), not with the fulte, and zhengyi missed out 4 bars of his part! oh no. even the clarinets were affected! blehxx!!! but soon, it turned out rather fine. b4 moldau i cldnt believe mr lim needed to tell the audience about the story again. haha, make dem look like de lil kids from the matinee concert. but it was rather good though. audience quite liked it, and we also enjoyed ourselves. de guest of honour went to give us a short speech, so did mr lim n de 2 organisers. well, i guess we worked hard, n it is quite a feat to pull off such a performance in less than 1 mnth! gd job orch ppl!
after tt we wanted to go out supper together, but too late, everyone all gng home. ah b4 tt ppl actually wanted to go! n we couldve have a gd time of interaction, just like dinner. so, i went for supper w my family. we went to newton circle. it was HUGE. renovated until got uber number of stalls. i hate a good bowl of ice kacang. then finally, the day was over...n i went home to zzzzzzzzzz.
21st July 2006
21st July 2006 (follow this post)
slackin' today. Whee, no need go sch today cuz got MEP combined orchestra practice @ VCH from 9am-12pm. Argh, but I'm super tired. Stood for almost the whole time, plus I slept late ytd. Sian ar. Nothing much during the prac, but some of the pieces were not bad, and the emcees were LAME!! Lol, they need to waste time cuz the workers need to move around the instruments (even the grand piano's chair was quite heavy). but the gd thing was tt i finally get to meet my old schoolmate again(my sis batch). she rmbr me but i dun recognise her. hmph, but she's quite nice, n her friends r too. haha we tok a lot on de train on the previous prac. must ask them, n a lot of ppl to go out supper tmr after performance, den can have a gd time. reminds me of de supper aftr choir concert. was very fun n interesting! haha cuz our friend got a gf, then we probe a lot (feeling guilty now) abt how they met etc.etc. but they took it well, n we even caught them kissing! ahaha. anywae, hopefully it'll be good n ppl will like the performance tmr.
Practice was finally over, and we were late! Waa, scared later astro get koped then i go sch n stone. hehe, we were changing in the bus, and u know lar, screwing arnd, haha damn funny. Then later we cont' talk a lot of crap on the bus on the way back. fun! lol the bus dropped us in the middle of the road, and we had to walk a long way into the sch...zzz y the bus driver dun wan drive inside. haiz, but nvm, i still got to astro in time to play soccer, and it was uber hot today. Even with shoes my feet were burnin. n it was super tiring, with the glaring sun. Ah either way we were sharing astro with the nub sec 1s who more or less destroyed our game. Then ppl started leaving to go for CCA, and we played with the sec 2s. could c tt they were rly tired 2, n we scored like 4 goals b4 i went for CCA.
@ infocomm club, as usual, we were slackin, but the stupid chor call me n my RE grpmate to see her, den say a lot of crap which i din listen to, but it was somthin about our RE report n the presentation. aiyah, more work to do! but nvm, went on later to create some qns for the animation section of the interhouse infocomm challenge. haha all of the qn setters did a lot of cool qns!! i think those who take part will prolly fail. hehe. but who cares =D. Ba after tt i come home, DOTA. ahhh finally, after quite a long time we played a good game. sadly i afk and we got owned, somemore our team had all the late game playas. If it was -em we win liao ar! Lol, later went on to play pub with my friends, n i played techies! Whee, I was being rly stupid, cuz after 1st bld i went on to taunt the opponents until dey leave. Lol either way my teammate was KOTL n he was dominating.
hm, later on still nid take photo for IC, then will miss some time for dota. but tonite will play until damn late, so hu cares. hopefully my pic will turn out good, cuz all my passport size photos suck! hmm...i nid a break. come to think of it, got so much homework, so many tests comin up. I havent been free since b4 june hols, and got more stuff still. lucky wk 7 onwards got DMP. slackslackslack ar. i took some cool stuff, n will be with friends! yay, can enjoy myself, a good break from normal school. bleh, i goin soon. btw this is my 1st real post! =D whee...give me some comments plx.