today i heard that polo n softball couldnt get gold. polo lost to acsi 8-9, and wont be in the finals? softball is out cuz two other schs fix match to eliminate them. wth...
and then friends are becomin overworked, frustrated, havin low self-esteem and what not. conflicts, failure, and loss become part and parcel of our lives. i rly hate this, or is it cuz i just cant face it, eye to eye, like wad i am expected to do? i can only hope that i receive strength to deal with this. i do pray hard for it. i also pray hard for those who are crest-fallen, those broken and weary warriors. seeing you all in such a state makes my heart tear too. cheer up everyone (=
tmr is tracknfield. must get rdy if i am gna run for 4 x 100m relay; hvnt run this event since pri 6, n i dun even know my teammates. the irony of it all.
i stand in front of the mirror and i see the person inside there laughing at my sad life. he laughs not in arrogance nor in belittlement, but laughs along with me, at me. he tells me to stay positive, and i shall try.
pls give me strength dear father.
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