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1 week and 4 more days to CT, which starts on friday the 13th coincidentally.

The good news: Freedom (after CTs) are coming soon! That means going out more (finally....), and playing more!

The bad news: All these privileges that come after CTs have to be cancelled out due to other commitments, and yes, they are important ones (sigh...).

Anyway, school was very tiring today. First lesson PE...floorball again. Then eng debates, then chinese. After chinese my whole body felt like shutting down (owing to the fact that I slept rly late last nite, and also due to the lessons and activities today). Yes that's true, I even stoned at the dining hall while eating. Didn't even have the motivation to talk or laugh (!!!).

Worse still, we had double chem aftr recess. zzzzz... Needless to say, almost everyone was either sleeping or talking and wadeva. 2 hours of chem can kill, seriously. That's not all, chem tchr told us about half the class failed the A&B test (of which i barely passed, LUCKILY). And he was like, is it something wrong with me or you guys. I thought he almost broke down there; hmph, or maybe I was just seeing things. But well, I need to go for some Chem remedial man. If not my Chem grades will just go down the drain (maybe like a 0.8 or 1.2 drop of my GPA from last term).

Yes, I didn't even feel like going for lunch. Just lazed around trying to keep my mind focused (which I failed to do). Haiz, gotta admit this has been 1 of my most depressing and tiring days in school. So well, physics test after lunch -.- Things just keep getting worse. Well, threw away rly easy marks, which means I will only get 70% damnit. I couldn't concentrate at all...

So, after that, went home. And guess what, chinese tution teacher was already waiting for me. Now that CTs are comin closer, I've got more chin. tution. Wonderful. So yeah, as expected, I just stoned, and passed in and out of sleep. Haha. I tried my best to stay awake! I'm still trying to, with some work I gotta complete tonight.

Hmph, a good way to explain all this: I'm falling sick. I should think so (= That means early nights for a few days. I cannnot fall ill during Pre-CT period! Hopefully God will be on my side haha.

Yikes. Aside from academic stuff there's so much more to worry about =( . Doesn't life suck.