30th July 2006

today, while walkin to cell, i was rly thinkin...so where's life goin? where's truth in life? somehow, i was rly confused, or rather, just lost. is truth is justified true belief, or just but a fraction of our imagination, slanted through experiences and our senses? is it something relative...or something universally accepted. somehow, i did now know where to find it. lord, shed light. wad does life on earth mean, wads our purpose..or is there non at all? unswered questions, like a fly in your face, stubborn and frustrating. somehow, someday, maybe, i'll think about this again.

yet, find solace in friends and accomplices, those who run the race with you, and keep you going till the end, of the world, end of life, the beginning of something renewed. my alpha and omega? or just smth tt makes you emotionally fulfilling. that kind of satisfaction you get from friends, smth unrealistic though. ahh, anyway, had bkfast with cell, b4 headin to jem's house 4 fellowship n fun =D. haha, so yeh, after tt headed back 2 church to meet my family. arghx, left my hp in the car. how careless! so, we went to isetan to eat pepper lunch. it was rly cool n nice, though a bit ex. after tt went to borders to read while my mum n sis went shopping. yay. finally went home, to do more work....and tok a bit on MSN. aiyoh, gtg study for chem test tmr. sigh......